31 May 2007, 9:30 PM
Hah its weird the chemistry between two people is always there though verbal communication isnt. Doesnt matter does it.
30 May 2007, 10:57 PM
She's the sweetest drug.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I like to start the post like that :D
Let's begin from Saturday shall we. So we all went Cheekys in the end. Cos Dxo was having some underage party and we got checked so we couldnt drink if we wanted to stay. Pfft the whole world was there! All the ruggers plus us. Bought bottle to go in and damnit I waste my money. Like they think I didnt know Vivien filled my cup with mostly Sprite when I was looking away. Haha the whole bottle finished up faster than I thought la. In the end almost everyone got wasted hahaha. Its either at the beginning, in the midst or at the end. Tsk. And please la, nothing happened that night! Rumours are not funny at all seriously. I'm gona kill them if they continue making fun all. Ya'll good, ya'll wait.
Sunday! Cel woke me up. Went to town to watch them eat buffet. Hah then Reena had to leave. Continued walking and walking round town, talked shopped a lil. Then bought Ribena and headed to Xian's hse. Drank a tiny bit. Like mine tasted like Ribena while theirs tasted pears. Haha all my friends damn good to me yknow. Talked bout hell lots of stuff. Random and not so random, I like. =) Love late night talkings whereby we just drink, eat, listen to music.. Loveeeee it. Then later cabbed home.
Next day went to watch Spiderman 3 with Cel, Nat and Shu. Yes, Shuboobs the retard. Lol it was damn classic during the show, when Shu was carrying 3 huge bags of potato chips herself when we refused to eat it. Haha she had to suffer the whole time stuffing herself with the chips. Hahaha Nat left for training while we ate at Kenny Rogers then talked for a long time again before we headed home.
Study mission failed terribly on Tuesday with Cel. Seriously it was quite bad. Haha at met Xian for lunch first before heading to Star Bucks. I only did 3 compre questions, copied a phrase four times and read through briefly for my Math notes! So productive hor ._. Then Shah and Mandeep came. Went to Lido to watch Pirates 3! =D My hubbyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Hussian and Wei Arng came also. Fwreak the show super long. Like shit cold in the theatre and damn funny when they do the bird sound. Haha retards. Then after shared cab home with the guys.
Went to meet Xian for lunch again just now. Accompanied her for physio and Cel came later. Xian I know you love your embarrassing moment. ;) Ate like a pig and joined them for Kallang for a while before I headed home. Must be guai all pack and do a little work today so I can go stay at Xian's on Friday. Heh yay Ladies' night. :)
K suddenly I dunno what to typeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'
Dya know exactly the feeling when I fall for you again and again and all over again
IT SUCKS
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I like to start the post like that :D
Let's begin from Saturday shall we. So we all went Cheekys in the end. Cos Dxo was having some underage party and we got checked so we couldnt drink if we wanted to stay. Pfft the whole world was there! All the ruggers plus us. Bought bottle to go in and damnit I waste my money. Like they think I didnt know Vivien filled my cup with mostly Sprite when I was looking away. Haha the whole bottle finished up faster than I thought la. In the end almost everyone got wasted hahaha. Its either at the beginning, in the midst or at the end. Tsk. And please la, nothing happened that night! Rumours are not funny at all seriously. I'm gona kill them if they continue making fun all. Ya'll good, ya'll wait.
Sunday! Cel woke me up. Went to town to watch them eat buffet. Hah then Reena had to leave. Continued walking and walking round town, talked shopped a lil. Then bought Ribena and headed to Xian's hse. Drank a tiny bit. Like mine tasted like Ribena while theirs tasted pears. Haha all my friends damn good to me yknow. Talked bout hell lots of stuff. Random and not so random, I like. =) Love late night talkings whereby we just drink, eat, listen to music.. Loveeeee it. Then later cabbed home.
Next day went to watch Spiderman 3 with Cel, Nat and Shu. Yes, Shuboobs the retard. Lol it was damn classic during the show, when Shu was carrying 3 huge bags of potato chips herself when we refused to eat it. Haha she had to suffer the whole time stuffing herself with the chips. Hahaha Nat left for training while we ate at Kenny Rogers then talked for a long time again before we headed home.
Study mission failed terribly on Tuesday with Cel. Seriously it was quite bad. Haha at met Xian for lunch first before heading to Star Bucks. I only did 3 compre questions, copied a phrase four times and read through briefly for my Math notes! So productive hor ._. Then Shah and Mandeep came. Went to Lido to watch Pirates 3! =D My hubbyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Hussian and Wei Arng came also. Fwreak the show super long. Like shit cold in the theatre and damn funny when they do the bird sound. Haha retards. Then after shared cab home with the guys.
Went to meet Xian for lunch again just now. Accompanied her for physio and Cel came later. Xian I know you love your embarrassing moment. ;) Ate like a pig and joined them for Kallang for a while before I headed home. Must be guai all pack and do a little work today so I can go stay at Xian's on Friday. Heh yay Ladies' night. :)
K suddenly I dunno what to typeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'
Dya know exactly the feeling when I fall for you again and again and all over again
IT SUCKS
29 May 2007, 12:56 PM
I've been spending too much late nights for these few days. My eyebags are given this period to recover but I somehow have this sixth sense that it'll be a lil worser than I thought. ):
Wanted to update but I'm rushing out to meet Xian for lunch and then study later! So I'll update when I'm back. (:
Wanted to update but I'm rushing out to meet Xian for lunch and then study later! So I'll update when I'm back. (:
26 May 2007, 8:02 PM
Fwreak la the show that's a MUST WATCH.
JOHNNY MY HUBBY WILL BE ON SCREEN
, 7:15 PM
She can lick her lips and smile and make you want to believe.
First and foremost, the June holidays are here! =D That means balancing both my studies and free time properly of cos which studies would be more impt ._. (who am I trying to kid)
Anyhows, the last match against SA went all well. =) 54 - 32, I think everyone did a fantastic job to end the season with a small bang. Hurr I was so scared cos during warm up my passes were kinda shit so the pressure was hanging. But I'm really glad we did much better than the previous time we played against them so thats really enough. Had briefing at the stadium then after went back to watch the finals. RJ won overall, congrats :) Kinda emotionless, didnt feel too happy or too sad, WASTED.
Ytd was like one of the slackest days ever. Woke up to go Reena's hse but in the end I fell asleep again so I was late. Hah Cel, Kim and Shu were already over. Watched tv, ate chips, laughed, stoned, maggi mee, drank water, bullying.. Lol then we did a lil bit of coach's present! Stick the face all.. Cute k! Haha. Went for our late dinner later, dunno at some place. Sucks la pls only the milo dinosaur was good the maggi goreng like SAIIII. Took a bus home to sleep!
As usual I cldnt really get up in the morning tday. Went down to watch Cel for League. Mother hot pls and rushing through coach's present. We were quite late when we reached Sakura, holy moly they were not mad at us. Gave them the presents, grabbed hell lot of food before settling down cos the buffet was ending. We really took HELL LOT. PREGNANT FISH HAHA. -looks at Yini- Lol talked quite a bit, fun fun :D Had the final briefing outside the place at the gardens, I'll miss this team, and we'll definitely come back stronger next year with this painful lesson learnt. You'll have to look at things from different perspectives, I'm glad everyone's taking it into their stride. Wait, and you'll see. :)
Fffff I think everyone's sleeping now with only me wide awake! I wna get out the hse soon before my mum comes home so she wont start her nagging again. Damnit. I think I'm gona try to wake Cel up. Hurhur meet me first before we meet the others later during the night.
Yay nightlife here I come again.
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Come, let me introduce to you the song I'm currently hooked onto :D
The perfect words never crossed my mind
Cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me, screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted, just sped right past me
But I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out
There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety
No, I don't wanna wait forever
In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes
There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety
No, I don't wanna wait forever
First and foremost, the June holidays are here! =D That means balancing both my studies and free time properly of cos which studies would be more impt ._. (who am I trying to kid)
Anyhows, the last match against SA went all well. =) 54 - 32, I think everyone did a fantastic job to end the season with a small bang. Hurr I was so scared cos during warm up my passes were kinda shit so the pressure was hanging. But I'm really glad we did much better than the previous time we played against them so thats really enough. Had briefing at the stadium then after went back to watch the finals. RJ won overall, congrats :) Kinda emotionless, didnt feel too happy or too sad, WASTED.
Ytd was like one of the slackest days ever. Woke up to go Reena's hse but in the end I fell asleep again so I was late. Hah Cel, Kim and Shu were already over. Watched tv, ate chips, laughed, stoned, maggi mee, drank water, bullying.. Lol then we did a lil bit of coach's present! Stick the face all.. Cute k! Haha. Went for our late dinner later, dunno at some place. Sucks la pls only the milo dinosaur was good the maggi goreng like SAIIII. Took a bus home to sleep!
As usual I cldnt really get up in the morning tday. Went down to watch Cel for League. Mother hot pls and rushing through coach's present. We were quite late when we reached Sakura, holy moly they were not mad at us. Gave them the presents, grabbed hell lot of food before settling down cos the buffet was ending. We really took HELL LOT. PREGNANT FISH HAHA. -looks at Yini- Lol talked quite a bit, fun fun :D Had the final briefing outside the place at the gardens, I'll miss this team, and we'll definitely come back stronger next year with this painful lesson learnt. You'll have to look at things from different perspectives, I'm glad everyone's taking it into their stride. Wait, and you'll see. :)
Fffff I think everyone's sleeping now with only me wide awake! I wna get out the hse soon before my mum comes home so she wont start her nagging again. Damnit. I think I'm gona try to wake Cel up. Hurhur meet me first before we meet the others later during the night.
Yay nightlife here I come again.
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Come, let me introduce to you the song I'm currently hooked onto :D
The perfect words never crossed my mind
Cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me, screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted, just sped right past me
But I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out
There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety
No, I don't wanna wait forever
In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes
There you are, standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away, you leave me naked
Hold me close, cause I need you to guide me to safety
No, I don't wanna wait forever
21 May 2007, 10:13 PM
Give me the courage and I'll tell you everything.
Hoho, just realised, LAST week of school! :D Craziness + madness are all gona start to kick in. Heh how time flies man. Seems like the first three months have zoomed past and now, its the June Holidays! Soon after promos then J2.. What a speedy life.
Wednesday's 3rd and 4th placing at Toa Payoh Sports Hall, 1pm! We get to leave class early again but our whole class have blue slip for bowling so it doesnt make a difference.. Hah yeah last match of the season, gotta fight till the very end. :)
Training tday, and I bought new shoes! Hurr like finally. Gotta mug to catch up on my studies during the holidays, I'd better come up with a plan or else I'll never get it done.
Anyhows on a brighter note, I'm glad I met up with animal farm last weekend. =) They made my weekend not - so - miserable. Haha met Bei first before the rest and we went out for dinner. Everyone's pretty much still the same, I love the feeling when we all gather and make noise and say whatever shit we want.. So IJ I miss IJ. ): Ali couldnt come cos she was sick. All the times we've spent was damn good, precious times man. And we're gona meet up during the hols again k!
We're going to the zoo, zoo, zooooo
How bout you, you youuuuuu?
=)
Whee. Self proclaim holiday on Friday!
Hoho, just realised, LAST week of school! :D Craziness + madness are all gona start to kick in. Heh how time flies man. Seems like the first three months have zoomed past and now, its the June Holidays! Soon after promos then J2.. What a speedy life.
Wednesday's 3rd and 4th placing at Toa Payoh Sports Hall, 1pm! We get to leave class early again but our whole class have blue slip for bowling so it doesnt make a difference.. Hah yeah last match of the season, gotta fight till the very end. :)
Training tday, and I bought new shoes! Hurr like finally. Gotta mug to catch up on my studies during the holidays, I'd better come up with a plan or else I'll never get it done.
Anyhows on a brighter note, I'm glad I met up with animal farm last weekend. =) They made my weekend not - so - miserable. Haha met Bei first before the rest and we went out for dinner. Everyone's pretty much still the same, I love the feeling when we all gather and make noise and say whatever shit we want.. So IJ I miss IJ. ): Ali couldnt come cos she was sick. All the times we've spent was damn good, precious times man. And we're gona meet up during the hols again k!
We're going to the zoo, zoo, zooooo
How bout you, you youuuuuu?
=)
Whee. Self proclaim holiday on Friday!
19 May 2007, 1:56 PM
What can I say?
I cant say anything.
That can I do?
I cant do anything too.
ACJC vs RJC
37 - 44
Yeah, semis against Rj ytd. To think I was so prepared and psyched up for the game but I gave up at the last quarter. All the screamings, constant pushings, guess I overestimated myself. The extreme pantings of running and being banged everywhere. I wasnt strong enough, like when was I was. When the final whistle blew, I knew that was it. It was really the end of the season. What could I do besides crying and regretting? Nothing else. Sorry to those who tried to comfort me, I just couldnt look up to anyone in their faces, not even coach. Thanks for words of encouragement but I've really let the whole team down, the team that fought so hard that wanted to win the championships, everyone who put in tremendous effort into this. I blew everything in this crucial match. I'm really proud of the rest of the players on court who did extremely well. And all I can do now is train hard and play my best for the last game to round off the whole season. Thanks for the seniors who kept us going, next year would be so different with you guys around.
I'm just a diasppointment, in everything I do. I disappoint either myself or other people. What's this seriously. Am I really a shitass that cannot fit into this society.
Pls tell me I am.
I cant say anything.
That can I do?
I cant do anything too.
ACJC vs RJC
37 - 44
Yeah, semis against Rj ytd. To think I was so prepared and psyched up for the game but I gave up at the last quarter. All the screamings, constant pushings, guess I overestimated myself. The extreme pantings of running and being banged everywhere. I wasnt strong enough, like when was I was. When the final whistle blew, I knew that was it. It was really the end of the season. What could I do besides crying and regretting? Nothing else. Sorry to those who tried to comfort me, I just couldnt look up to anyone in their faces, not even coach. Thanks for words of encouragement but I've really let the whole team down, the team that fought so hard that wanted to win the championships, everyone who put in tremendous effort into this. I blew everything in this crucial match. I'm really proud of the rest of the players on court who did extremely well. And all I can do now is train hard and play my best for the last game to round off the whole season. Thanks for the seniors who kept us going, next year would be so different with you guys around.
I'm just a diasppointment, in everything I do. I disappoint either myself or other people. What's this seriously. Am I really a shitass that cannot fit into this society.
Pls tell me I am.
12 May 2007, 2:11 PM
Eyes closed so tight because if the skyline looks this way then I dont want to sleep tonight.
ACJC vs SAJC
43 - 30
ACJC vs PJC
88 - 19
ACJC vs TJC
Monday, 14th May - 320pm
We still have to improve so much more but with so little time left. I'm so glad PJ's game was good :) Though it wasnt perfect, but there were tremendous improvements. And Im so glad for Reena, tday was her first ever game for the season :D She did so well I'm so proud of my sunshine! Lord pls bless her with strength to help her progress on throughout the next two weeks! And the rest of the team too, those who have ankle injuries and bursting blisters, cuts from tapes, everyone pls take really good care of yourself cos I know we can do it! No one is gona break us apart.
Which brings us to predict we'll most prolly meet Rj during the semis.
21's left last night, cldnt send em. Rock Ac was last night also. Xia and Vana came down so went dinnering with em. Heh funfun though we ended up at Macs again.
Sian I think we have DC again!
Alright, I think I'm gona spend a bomb this weekend. Ankle guards, graphic calculator and my lit book! /: What the and I've got a pile of homework to complete! Tests and homework really drives me nucking futs. /: /:
): ):
I want too, would you?
DUMBDUMBDUMB.
ACJC vs SAJC
43 - 30
ACJC vs PJC
88 - 19
ACJC vs TJC
Monday, 14th May - 320pm
We still have to improve so much more but with so little time left. I'm so glad PJ's game was good :) Though it wasnt perfect, but there were tremendous improvements. And Im so glad for Reena, tday was her first ever game for the season :D She did so well I'm so proud of my sunshine! Lord pls bless her with strength to help her progress on throughout the next two weeks! And the rest of the team too, those who have ankle injuries and bursting blisters, cuts from tapes, everyone pls take really good care of yourself cos I know we can do it! No one is gona break us apart.
Which brings us to predict we'll most prolly meet Rj during the semis.
21's left last night, cldnt send em. Rock Ac was last night also. Xia and Vana came down so went dinnering with em. Heh funfun though we ended up at Macs again.
Sian I think we have DC again!
Alright, I think I'm gona spend a bomb this weekend. Ankle guards, graphic calculator and my lit book! /: What the and I've got a pile of homework to complete! Tests and homework really drives me nucking futs. /: /:
): ):
I want too, would you?
DUMBDUMBDUMB.
06 May 2007, 1:10 AM
Yay I'm glad I took a step to solve things. Teehee. =D
Anyways back from training. Wasnt too bad, cleared some of our suicides by replacing em with other drills. did normal stuff.. Thank gawd the sun wasnt too bad! Hurr.
Gona watch NSL tmr, then hafta follow Jod to buy her retarded mp3.. Haha oh wells. Their last game already.
Cause I believe in loving you at first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Anyways back from training. Wasnt too bad, cleared some of our suicides by replacing em with other drills. did normal stuff.. Thank gawd the sun wasnt too bad! Hurr.
Gona watch NSL tmr, then hafta follow Jod to buy her retarded mp3.. Haha oh wells. Their last game already.
Cause I believe in loving you at first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
05 May 2007, 1:07 PM
And you talk about how you're feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one
Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
Tonight
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight
I hate to let go.
-
ACJC vs VJC
66 - 27
ACJC vs NYJC
73 - 12
Had to do reflections after the game yesterday. My the game was so slow paced I was so tired cos it was really too slow! Ran after the match before sitting down at different places to reflect on tday's game. Coach totally changed the combi, so we had to work with it. Yeah then we bathed and went to eat. Talked about some serious stuff, haha yeah serious kay. Felt quite SHIT.
Went home with Nat and Cel, Nat brought a freaking snail she found on the road up the bus!! Like what the.... Gross and she placed it at the back of the bus. Haha she wiped her hands on me after that :l Hurr but damn funny la.
Next game against SA.
Wednesday - 320pm.
Training later.
Even you do think about the past, and now you're going back while I'm stuck.
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one
Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
Tonight
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight
I hate to let go.
-
ACJC vs VJC
66 - 27
ACJC vs NYJC
73 - 12
Had to do reflections after the game yesterday. My the game was so slow paced I was so tired cos it was really too slow! Ran after the match before sitting down at different places to reflect on tday's game. Coach totally changed the combi, so we had to work with it. Yeah then we bathed and went to eat. Talked about some serious stuff, haha yeah serious kay. Felt quite SHIT.
Went home with Nat and Cel, Nat brought a freaking snail she found on the road up the bus!! Like what the.... Gross and she placed it at the back of the bus. Haha she wiped her hands on me after that :l Hurr but damn funny la.
Next game against SA.
Wednesday - 320pm.
Training later.
Even you do think about the past, and now you're going back while I'm stuck.
02 May 2007, 10:18 PM
I'm really so tired of everything that's coming into my way not a single thing that passes by succeeds when I put in so much effort. Felt so horrible tday I can only do this much to help but thats only how much I can contribute. Cant seem to talk to anyone about it, really no one will understand my plight. They would just think that I'm over reacting or smthg but obviously I'm not so I dont like it when people say I can do it when obviously I know I cant. Its not about the confidence level its about the mentality when someone gets so tired they have the tendency to give up more easily and thats exactly where I am - about to give up any moment. What happen man this is suppose to be the time where we motivate each other so hard that everyone feels spurred on and no one will be left out. The only thing that keeps me going is to keep telling myself that its all gona be worth it so put in your best and God will do the rest. Seriously this method is way too draining and everytime I use it I get weaker each time. Like I know I have to get up on my feet and help the weaker ones but I just seem to fall on my knees till they scrape and bleed. Yknow how many times I wished I could be superwoman to save these people but I just cant everyone has their limits to what they can and cannot do. I'm already at a disadvantage so I wouldnt be much of a help.
Just gotta tide over this period, just need to hang in there. Need space to breathe, I'm always choking on the same fact cos I cant do anything about it.
I need Mr Pringles. ):
Just gotta tide over this period, just need to hang in there. Need space to breathe, I'm always choking on the same fact cos I cant do anything about it.
I need Mr Pringles. ):
